Random thoughts…

I can't get it out of my head. I can feel as if it's happening all over again.

The struggle, the fighting, the beating, the blood….

For hours I tried to fight him off and my body gave up.

In my mind I fought for my virginity, my womanhood - I fought for me
But, at that moment I could no longer fight anymore,

I gave up. I gave up on me and I am remembering that moment now and my instinct is to hide from embarrassment

However a 'new me' exists today and so I am forcing myself to share this painful experience with you because I need to stop hiding from embarrassment

This is my way of facing reality, this is my way of facing the music.


Thanks for listening